Thank You (Ode To A Friend)

I'm writing this note to say thank you
For you, and every tiny thing that you do
For being my shoulder those days that I cried
And for always helping me search out my smile

Thanks for all the times that you kept it real
And for telling me bluntly what was the deal
Thanks for all the times that randomly we linked
And laughed away our troubles armed with a drink

Thanks for the times that we chilled out in the yard
Talking, laughing, drinking till sleep we're fighting hard
Thanks for being there, whether you're near of far
For those texts that say : 'just want to see how you are'

Whether I've known you forever or not for too long
Your presence is felt, and the feeling is strong
And I feel so lucky I've found a friend in you
so if ever you need me, I'm here for you too


19.03.09

Sex With The Ex

I got your email, your call and then your text
and its plain enough that we're gonna have sex
I'm gonna see you baby, the week after next
till then we'll continue our flirting by text

I cant believe I'm really meeting with the ex
Mind swirling,this is something I really didn't expect
our lips are touching, and man, it feels so sweet
This moment I'm hoping forever I can keep

I remembered the days I called you my cutie
The scent of you, that familiar something fruity
I then suggest that we move this to your room
And still trying to work out why our love is through

You lay me down so gently, my skin you gently caress
Baby I'm so weak for you, I cant help but confess
Oh God I cant take this, I know I HAVE to go
My man deserves so much better, I cant do this to him

No.....


24.07.07

Sunshine

Sunshine,
Beams down strongly on my face,
It kisses me with it's warm sweet caress.
And while the sky is blue and clear
My heart, it feels, has nothing to fear

Sunshine,
So beautiful you make me feel
My life feels so good, yet so surreal
The light you give, shines on me so strong
Making me hum a sweet sounding song

Sunshine,
In her life now, so beautifully you shine
Yet she tries hard to take the light out of mine
I see her basking in the glow of a solar flare
While rain falls around me disguised as a tear

Sunshine,
Why do I let her take you away?
Leaving my days all dark and grey
I badly need your light from up above
To let me know that I'm still loved

Sunshine,
Your warmth is so nice, I love your style
And all I ask is please bring back my smile
Let me rejoice again in a warm spring day
Me, that sad child, who was born in May

Sunshine,
Do you even have a clue
Of how much now...
I really need you?

17.03.09

No Regrets

I smiled because I loved you,
But I have no regrets
I cried because I loved you
And I have no regrets
My heart pained for you to love me truly
But... I have no regrets

My heart tripped when you said you loved me
And still, I have no regrets
My soul was complete with you by my side
But yet, I have no regrets
You left me with a broken heart
Always, I have no regrets
I missed you, even while I was with you
Still, forever, I have no regrets

Life is for living, with no regrets
And if I could do it all again with you...
I would....

Forever I will love you, whether you are near or far
Overstanding in my soul that we're not meant to be
Just know, for all the time, love & happiness we shared....

I have....

absolutely



No regrets



05.03.09

Dancing With Sleep

I hear the rhythm of the music contained within your heart
and intoxicated, my body submits to you, wanting to take part
Curled up in your arms, the wrongs of the world soon pass
knowing that my dance with sleep is soon about to start
as two connected bodies We lay, with our limbs intertwined
filled with our musical passion our spirits remain combined

You softly take my hand, and together we embark upon this dance
Your now familiar smell has my mind spinning deeper into a trance
Already I'm dreaming of him rocking those jeans and timb's
as I feel my fingers slowly caressing his beautiful skin

my body moves suddenly, I'm fighting, not ready to sleep
but trying to stay awake in your arms is proving no easy feat
you got me listening intently to your internal as you breathe
to keep me from drifting with yours my heart begins to plead

I'm loving the feeling of you stroking my hair,
while sleepily in your eyes I begin to stare
my body is giving up, I tell you, it's not fair
at least when I wake, I'll still have you here

I Am Not A Poet

I am not a poet, I write a collection of words
A myriad of feeling confined in some prose
throughout my days, my thoughts I discern
whilst trying to express feeling in beautiful verbs

I am not a poet, I write my thoughts untold
Inferring to you, maybe, a love that I hold
where my falling heart sings a perfect melody
and my soul, with them, has become so free

I am not a poet, I write for myself to overstand
my situations, my heart, my mind it expands
there's many moments in where I feel unclear
but behind my pen, I know I have nothing to fear

I am not a poet, I write this for you to know
that I care for you, even when its hard to show
so hiding behind my prose, thinking what the hell
I love you, it's true, for you, my beating heart fell

x

25.07.2008

(Untitled) To My Muse

You kill me...
Biting down sensually on your lip
My hands softly touching on your hips
Our kisses teasing,

Pleasing.

Needing.

Thirsting, for the needs within.
So intoxicating, you make my head spin
This is destiny, so intensified
Fate, as our sexual planets collide

Faintly hear the sounds of ’say yes’
Melting into you like a Hersheys kiss
To you, subliminally, my mind submits
Your body on mine, in that perfect fit

Pulling you deeper, our bodies interchange

Female sensuality exchanged,

Raw passion maintained.

Every touch awakens my senses
I’ve never met someone so attentive
My heart, my soul, friend & my lover
I want keep you close to me forever

Slowly as the sun beings to rise
I feel the flutter of butterflies inside
warm are it’s beams of light on me
As I feel more exalted than a queen